New Year, New Resolutions
Goals
2012.
Since I came up
with some good ones last year, I’ll start this list by borrowing from last
year’s.
I will continue to seek out Joy wherever,
and whenever, I can. I will not let the bloodsuckers steal it from
me. And I will make sure my children have
it, as much as possible, in spite of the things I cannot control.
I will do my best to give back where I
can. I’m not in the best
position right now to assert this, but I know I can continue to be a support to
those people who need to know they’re not alone. I can still offer a smile to a stranger, hold
a door, express gratitude for little things.
I want to be the example to my children of how people are supposed to
treat others. I watched my son hold the
door at school yesterday morning for other students and a teacher to pass
through, and it made me so proud.
I will make sure the people I love and
cherish, know. For sure.
Especially the man who deserves it most of all.
I will fulfill another dream this year. I
don’t know which one. Got a list. It’s private – I’m superstitious.
I will start eating right again. It’s not a surplus of Oreo cookies or
chocolate I’ve been binging on. I’m
lacking color, substance. I’m lacking
food, period. I promise to eat. Nobody and no- thing is worth starving
yourself for.
I will make time for me. It’s
important, I get it. Real time, not time
spent driving to and from school, work, or my lawyer’s office.
I will continue to be a great mom, and I will make sure both of
my children never have to
question my love for them. I will continue to nurture their hearts,
minds, and souls. I will continue to
feed them healthy foods (and a little junk food mixed in – for balance), help
with homework, hold them when they’re sad, listen when they’re angry, nurse
them when they’re sick, talk to them about anything or nothing at all. They need and deserve a stable, secure home
and they will always find that here –
with me.
I will continue to fight for my daughter’s health. No need to expand on this. Goes without saying. And I continue –as I always have – to pray
for the cure to end Type 1 Diabetes for all.
I will make positive affirmations every
day. Todd suggested this during the most
suffocating days of my stress and sadness.
I’ve already started. You have to
envision the life you want to live.
Envision the Joy, see the Joy, feel
the Joy.
I will continue to thank God for the
blessings He has given me. I’ve been so blessed throughout my life, and
although the last few months have tested my endurance and faith … He has not
let me down! A friend recently posted on
Facebook: Many delays in our lives have a divine
origin. God is rarely ever early but He is never late according to His timetable.
Relax and believe that your times are in His hands.
I will keep looking forward, and never
back. 2011 was the year of change. It was
wonderful. It was painful. I don’t want
to remember any of it, except the part where I found peace again, and the
magical night my fiancé created for us.
I will start running again. I need to. I gave it up because I just couldn’t do
it. But it recently occurred to me that
feeling Joy again requires a physical kick in the ass. And, I will run two more 5k’s this year. Maybe even the Warrior Dash – we’ll see. Physical pain and being covered in mud wasn’t
on the top of my to-do list, but it could be very cathartic.
I will finish my course that I started
last July. I started an online MTE course last summer,
in an effort to use my English background to hopefully become gainfully
employed. It’s been a slow process to
date, but I’m picking up the pace as we speak.
And with that - I will
get my financial life in order. It’s
been a mess.
I will finish reading at least 6 novels this year. I have barely read anything entertaining in months. I'm ready to lose myself in someone else's world for a few days.
I will keep blogging. I
really enjoy writing creatively, and I will keep it up as long as it’s relevant
and not too self-serving, as I’ve noticed so many bloggers are. I’m very self-critical when it comes to my
writing; I am always wondering whether what I’m composing is really interesting
to anyone else but me. Hence, many posts
never made it past this editor. I want
to write things that affect others and make them want to keep reading. And so, to that end, I’d love to see more
followers!
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